Philosophy, poetry, and musings from the WTFery Institute. A think tank, working to solve the problem of thoughts trapped in the mind.

After getting frustrated with the progress on my car and the rising costs that it will take to repair, as well as frustration with money situation in general, and frustration…

Do you ever feel like you just cannot get some things right? You see the destruction you leave in your wake, often way too late, and you just want to…

That is what I am supposed to be working on with my Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, being mindful of my thinking and emotions. The difficulty I am finding is that there…

Well, all of the parts and tools arrived, I had the day off yesterday, so I jumped right in. I started out by pulling the intake manifold off in order…

Today is cognitive behavioral therapy, woohoo! Since I had did not want to drive back and forth across town after dropping my son Trevor off at school I sat in…

Some days will just crush your soul. Food, clothing, shelter; those are the things that are a necessity.

  Very frustrating when your mind is always in a negative state. I cannot even be "up" anymore without my mind just swirling in a dark cloud the majority of…

Feeling like I am flailing around, jumpy, not quite together. First day on an extended release adderall and my hands are shaking pretty bad. Hard to sit still or get…

Life is just heavy and unwieldy. Painful.

Hard to believe it has been almost 3 full weeks out of work. I only took two weeks off when I had ankle surgery, hobbled into work on crutches to…