When the light is breaking over the horizon and you can start making out the debris strewn about from the storm. It is a tenuous time, the light is illuminating all that needs to be cleaned up and put back together, and life goes on. How to balance the here and now with the cleanup and repairs. Not getting overwhelmed.
I just want to go in a million directions at once right now. Everything I have neglected keeps running through my head and I am trying to keep my wits about me. Trying to remember to breathe, relax, and just keep a grip.
I need to sit down today and just make lists maybe. Start a project/ todo list notebook. Something to get focused on and see some progress. Use what I have learned the last two weeks to get things under control.