waking up

It is the same thing every morning, I have to fight with myself to get out of bed. I feel like I am carrying so much weight on my shoulders that it is easier just to lay there than to get up. In the end my responsibilities and my fear of failing pull me onward.How sad that I have lost the desire to succeed, or is it just pathetic, I really never know the difference. It has been so long I do not even remember what that feeling is anymore to want to succeed. All I want to do is make it through each day.