Do you ever feel like you just cannot get some things right? You see the destruction you leave in your wake, often way too late, and you just want to make things right or fix what you broke. The problem is that you do not trust that anything you attempt to fix will be any better than what you originally broke, but you know you have to try something.
The hard part is when people tell you that “not everything is your fault” when you can clearly see what you did wrong. I do understand everything is not my fault, the point is I value personal responsibility and have to take ownership of my actions or inactions. Some of it goes beyond just personal responsibility though, when we end up causing pain to those we love that should give us the desire to make things right and running away just is not the answer.
Things to think on.
There’s nothing a little tape, some YouTube tutorials and a couple of hours cannot fix fuzzy bear! In all seriousness though You are not as destructive as you think you are, and your desire to fix whatever you’ve done wrong just goes to show how wonderful you are. You are my fuzzy bear who even when you couldn’t fix something your effort to always made things better. Don’t be so hard on yourself Daddy you’re a good man.