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Month: July 2016

Needed a good laugh

And I found it, courtesy of the North Carolina GOP.

In a tweet attacks Tim Kaine for wearing a "Honduras Flag" lapel pin during his speech, using the word shameful. Too stupid to recognize a Blue Star Family pin. A pin Tom Kaine wears in honor of his son 1st Lt. Nathaniel Kaine USMC, currently deployed in Europe, Lt Kaine is an Infantry officer with 2nd Battalion, 8th Marines garrisoned at Camp Lejune, North Carolina.

Too funny that in a state with major military installations, large population of military families, they did not recognize the pin or bother to confirm what the pin was before jumping to attack.

Thanks for the laugh @NCGOP

Unfortunately my laughter has been short lived because it is just another glaring example of the false patriotism that permeates so much of our society.

Wearing flags on our lapels and cheering for our troops does not mean a damn thing if we do not fully fund the VA and ensure that our Veterans and their families are taken care of when they come home. Yes the VA has problems, but choking the system by under funding or turning it into a privatized money maker for some lucky corporations will only make things worse.

Finding balance and peace

While being overwhelmed.
I am the kind of person who walks around with the weight of the world on my shoulders. I worry about my family, my job, my debts, my friends, my community. I worry that there are people who need food, shelter and safety. I worry that my family and friends do not know how much I love them.
These worries though help define who I am, I worry because I care and my heart is full of love. I see suffering and injustice in the world and I want to stop it, speak out against it and make the world better. Unfortunately I am passionate, inarticulate, full of anger and frustration; which I find is a very volatile combination.
I know that all of these worries, anger and frustration have a negative impact on my health and I fear how it may effect me in the long term. Unfortunately I have been this way for so long the habit is ingrained in me and I just cannot seem to let it go. Somedays I just want to put some of it down.

New post In Gun We Trust (America’s Deadly Equality)

The words I just can not find to say myself

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In Gun We Trust (America’s Deadly Equality)

by John Pavlovitz

A black man slumped over the front seat of his car after a routine Wednesday traffic stop in Minneapolis. A white police officer laying in the street following a peaceful Thursday protest in Dallas. And red. Lots and lots of red. This is America. This is who we’ve become. This is the collateral damage of our religion. This […]

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John Pavlovitz | July 8, 2016 at 9:50 am | Categories: Uncategorized | URL: http://wp.me/p7ka6l-45A

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when

When people adopt the attitude that "you are with us or you are against us".

When people mix-up their worldly beliefs with their religious beliefs.

When reason is held hostage to emotional beliefs

When all of these things are occurring we arrive at the same horrid place over and over again.

Maybe it is just the cynic in me or maybe I am just completely jaded by this world and the events that unfold daily. I angrily want to write out a scathing piece comparing certain specific groups to others because they have much more in common than they would ever acknowledge. Some of my anger stems from the fact that there seem to be so many people in this world who actively hate other people and if anyone speaks out against their hateful words and actions well watch out because the tables quickly turn. Speak out against the cops killing another person and you will find yourself labelled as anti police. Speak out against racism and you are the racist. Speak out against religious extremism, your just screwed because if you don’t just stick with the Muslims you rile up the Christians, if you only mention Muslims you rile up the Muslims and those who do not blame all Muslims anymore than they blame all Christians.
The real truth is that we all harbor hate within ourselves against other people in this world. We can deny it and get angry about it when people point it out to us, but it is there. Now philosophically we could debate from here to eternity whether this hate stems from Judaeo based "Original Sin", Yin and Yang, or the nature of man; To me this is where we get hung up on the stupid bullshit of semantics, I quite frankly do not care how your mind has to grasp the problem, but dammit there is a problem and we need to start looking at solutions. Unfortunately to start looking at solutions we would actually have to admit we have problems, but it is always so much easier to shine light on others than to look into our own lives and I speak from experience. I keep trying to take on my own problems and change myself but I keep repeating the same mistakes, getting angry about the same things, hating the same attitudes and people. It is hard, in fact some days it is impossible not to feel the anger that I feel, but I keep trying because I believe if I can get it right then there is hope.
I am discouraged though because in what should be the greatest country, where despite a premature birth chained to the horrid reality of slavery, racism, genocide and institutionalized inequality, this ideal of a country based on liberty, equality and unity still falls so short.

Struggling along

Thirty five days into a new medicine for my depression and I am trying to adjust to frustrating side effects and also trying to gauge how well it is working. It is very difficult to self assess how well it is working when I just do not trust my own judgement about my state of mind/ emotional state. 

I have told myself that I will refrain from expressing my opinion about things that are going on in the world and will try to focus more on expressing ideas that are positive not angry. Based on the long period of silence this is obviously not what I am good at.