Living with Major Depressive Disorder and Bi-Polar is just a bit difficult. I spent the better part of the last year unmedicated as I transitioned away from a psychiatrist who just could not understand why a patient might have to …

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Need more practice drawing

Currently reading the book “Why Am I Still Depressed” by Jim Phillips MD and came upon this passage. sometimes even use Depression NOS for patients with bipolar features that might otherwise be coded Bipolar II, hoping that Depression NOS is …

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Came across this band this week, very funky. Enjoy

I have spent the better part of the last year struggling mentally and emotionally, fighting with failing medications. To be more specific the medicines I was on stopped working for me and I had a falling out with my psychiatrist. …

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After more than a year of being depressed beyond my normal levels and having no motivation whatsoever, I am trying to get back to living life beyond just working. I have a long road ahead of me but I am …

Letting go and breathing Read more »

It is strange where I find my thoughts some days, grasping at memories from my adolescence, desperately seeking some lost knowledge and understanding. It is as if I think that this unknown, intangible, something; can somehow transform my life.

At any moment the breathe we draw may be our last, fleeting and at times fragile is the existence of mortal creatures. Some people spend their lives just trying to survive day to day, others spend theirs amassing power and …

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Quite simply that if no collusion occurred between Russia and trump then trump wouldn’t be Putin’s little bitch.

I have spent months starting posts I never finished. Wanting to express myself but simply being too discouraged and depressed to get anything coherent out of my head. For months I have been trying to make sense of how to …

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